So it really has been a while
And boy has life changed!
Mainly thanks to my son Rowan. He is now 7 months and I'm starting to feel like I'm getting somewhere again, after months of to be honest hell, lots of joy but hell.
I've been suffering from pnd since Rowan was born . Last night was the first time I finished a sketch in months, when they say being a parent is a full time job their not kidding!
But I love it too but a bit more sleep would be nice and I can't wait to see how my boy grows and develops.
The birth was ok..it was a natural birth, however ended up being a traumatic one, as I tore...yep tore.
Which ended with me in surgery after birth and weeks of healing, battling infections while trying to care for a newborn.
But things got easier then my husband had a brain aneurism.
Yep a brain aneurism at 28, but thank god he was ok. No brain damage, the aneurism has been blocked, and after nearly two weeks in hospital and 6 weeks recovery he's ok
But yeah it's been crazy.
I'm not asking for sympathy, just wanted to be honest to why I've been so quiet